Facebook Creeper

The mood has struck to write!

Maybe it's because I just finished writing a seven page paper for my critical thinking class?

Or maybe it's because of the quotes I've been repinning on Pinterest.

Nonetheless, I have decided to write.

I'm feeling a bit liberated at the moment.  

Hold on, let me google search the word "liberated" real quick to make sure I'm using it correctly.......

Okay, I used it correctly.  

I am most definitely feeling liberated tonight.

Now, I won't lie to ya (not sure who it is that reads these post anyway, but whoever you are, I'm not gonna lie to ya).

I had an old Facebook that was still active, however, I never used it.  (Just logged on to view people's profiles that I wasn't friends with on my real Facebook, aka Taylor Rogers).

Since our break up back in September, I have logged on occasionally to creep his profile and see what he was up to.

Crazy, stalkerish, ex girlfriend is what you're thinking... I know, I know. 

But, I told you I wasn't gonna lie to you in this post, so judge if you want to. (I know you've been there before and done it too!)

But, something changed my thinking tonight.

It was a pin I found on Pinterest that read, "I just woke up one day and decided I didn't want to feel like that anymore, or ever again. So I changed, just like that!"

I never realized how much I was hurting myself by looking back at the past.

It wasn't an everyday type thing, but it was enough to where it was holding me back.

After reading the quote from Pinterest, I decided to deactivate my old Facebook permanently. 

I first deleted Taylor from the Facebook account and then deactivated it.

It feels so freeing to let go of the past and truly let it go.

It's been over three months since our break up, so it was definitely time to let him go.

Past time actually.

But everything happens in God's perfect timing.

So much is changing around me and within me.

I have no clue where my life is headed at the moment or where my life is going in the future.

I've made some recent changes in my path ahead, so we'll see how things turn out.

Until then, I will continue to pray for the good Lord to guide me.

Until next time...